Be here..

ugh..
give me my breath
let me alive
dont leave me alone

i am nothing
like where i come from
im so hopeless
like a corpse walking

my soul dried
my faith gone
i have no love for other
i am desolate

My friend, Ro

heh read this poem with a smile
coz u will know the reason soon
that was really u
whom i know

spread the craziness in the air
and let our laugh saturate within the environment
dancing in the joy
and let it radiated on our face

feel the rythem that beating in ur heart
and u will know what it is
the fun is coming
and i know u like it

a good friend of mine
who share the same interest
i guess
hahaha

laugh when we want
stand in the silent sometimes
talk about whatever in life
then teasing each other lol

trying poses
and then criticize em
life seems so easy
with having u beside me

It’s you

dear..
i want u to know
that my love for u is real
and i will treasure it

for me
ur saying that u miss me
is enough to make me shy

sometimes
i want u to show more of ur romantic side
but idk if it is too much for u
so i didnt dare to say it

i dont want to fly too high
coz im afraid of falling down
yes there is time that i really miss u a lot
but ur not there

i want to know

i want to know
why i am here
to be born
to this world

i want to know
what am i useful for
or what difference if im not exist

this life is so unworthy
if i do nothing
my sickness of writing
all out tonight

im so hopeless
not even a creature like me
crawling hoping to survive
and live for no future

as long as im here
all i do is nothing
but making sins
by each day

i want to know
the story that tell
the end of my story
where will i be

what should i do

many things come to my life
give me a space
to take a breath
freely

im afraid
to take the next step
i dont want to fall
for the same hole

but how fool i am
i know it from the first place
still my legs step forward
cant hold back

who can help me
with this kind of situation
even i cant really open
my heart fully

i worry many things
before i can tell them anything
i was feel so unsecure
only with u i feel relief

then
what should i do
tell me
tell me

this is it

this is it
what i can effort
to give u back
all that ive received

i know
i dont deserve many
but still u spoiled me
with everything

im grateful of that
yes i really do
but i cant get myself all together
to stand on my feet

u know
im this kind of a person
how to make it better
i dont have any idea

sunk myself?

is it that good
if i sunk myself
deep
with my thought

not wondering about others
and the time pass so quick
let me not knowing it
and i can call past

it was always complicated
what inside my brain
never stop working
any worrying bout things

good leader not?

aku benci menunggu
dalam ketidakpastian
akan datangnya suatu kejadian

pikirku selalu menerawang
jauh
memperkirakan

i always want to say
lets do this
or that now
quickly

i dont want to know
other ppl feeling
but i think its good
to get everything done as soon as possible

they who were leaded by me
never complaint
any single word
so i consider it as OK

my egoism..

so much pain
inside
so much sin deed
come from my dignity mind

i dunno
where have to search
i confuse
what life meaning

if i can choose
i want to be a flower
only worry about himself
and nothing else

i want pleasure
but dont want the effect
as if i consume good coffe
and leaving its slag on the cup

get me back!

hilang sudah
hasrat hidupku
tersapu cepat
bagai angin lewat

mengingat masa yang lalu
serasa menelan ludah sendiri
terganjal perbedaan
mencolok

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